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In 2011, God told me this scripture “take up your cross and follow me”. I’m not giving you this youth I’m giving you the Japanese people. I know not about calling nor anything about being missionary at that time. It was a night that I cannot forget, I said yes that night and asked one question how about my parents? God said i will take care of them.
In my heart I knew it was of God and I knew my encounter. During that time I tried the ways that I know to get closer to that call. Days pass by … months even and yet there was no green light. There were times i would feel I step closer but it was not close enough to actually be established truth in the natural. Through out the years God is teaching me something that I needed the most. To be emptied out and be ready to get filled. When you are on your lowest point do you forsake God would your faith remain? When everything don't turn out to be what you wanted it to be do you still hold on to God?
I will tell you about someone, she needed not to give up acquired possessions, nor a respectable name in society’s eyes. She was neither a builder nor an achiever. But one thing she has, the tenacity to hold on to God and in those darkest moment I dare say to God “if you cannot pull me out of this muddy place no one else can.” If you remember the woman in the bible with the issue in the blood that says if i can only hold the tip of His garment then I will be healed. I will tell you from under that mud with a hand held high when my shivering hand touch warmth, I immediately knew whose hand it was. A man gleaming in bright light stoop down to that muddy quicksand and pull-up me out. My beautiful savior, abounding in Love and compassion. He washed me clean and told me who I am. It was not an instant process. He gently wipe every tear from my eyes and remove all that mud in me until I can see myself again. When healing the best place to be is with someone you know who genuinely love and care for you and for me it was my family wrapped in God’s comforting hands. The hand that protects and heals.
It was not until 2023 that I was reminded of that call again. While in Prayer I said in desperation, Lord I can even just live in a prayer mountain and I will be satisfied to serve you. God told be I didn’t call you to Isolate I called you to “Go”. This time when I walked that calling it seems like I can finally run on the road and doors are opening like I’m on fast track. I am blessed to have tremendous support from my Church family. I honestly from the bottom of my heart Love and thanked them for just being there praying and believing with me and guiding me to the whole process.
I now look back on my journey there was setbacks and fast-tacks, I was privilege to meet lots of people along the way, who became friends and some even like family. Through out the years God is showing me that His love for people is unconditional. His massage always been the same for God so Loved the World that He gave is only begotten Son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. When there are times that Im challenged to love on a person He reminds me with the scripture “We Love because He first Loved Us”. Sometimes the most challenging part is knowing and living out who we are in Christ. The Identity that God gives for all of those who believes in His name, He gave the right for them to become children of God, not by blood nor the will flesh nor the will man but of God.
Every believer is called to be a witness. I am just that one who is available to Go. Would you pray about this? I’m now looking for partners who will send me to the Mission field. Carrying with me all that I am what I’ve gone through, what God had brought me through and What He is telling me to do. I do not have a elaborate word of persuasion If anything I am privileged to be the carrier of that Greatest News that mankind need know. I’m just one person that wants to blow the trumpet to usher in the King of Glory and His name is Jesus. Would you partner with me financially and together let’s bring the Good News to the nations! Let’s go witness together and blow the trumpet in unison ushering in The King of Glory to those who who haven’t heard JUST YET.